I am bored stiff! Bored till my bones have gone dry. Bored till my hair's falling way more than usual. Bored till I just want to run out of my house naked! [You know I don't really mean that] I'm really bored.

And that's due to all the studying. Not that I studied a lot today. I tried to study more but I kept staring at my notes and things just keep buzzing in my head, distracting me! All those buzzes are things like Tohoshinki's new Jap album, JJ's birthday, the attachment next month, lunar new year, all the shopping after exams, all the dramas and movies to watch, "oh Ellen's show is coming on at 5pm later!" ... you know stuff like that?

Then you know how thinking of one stuff can lead to another. Like THSK's new jap album... "oh my gosh! I have to wait so long for the album to arrive!" then "I want to watch their Premium Live solos on my flat screen TV!" right after, "wow.. all of their solos are amazing *goes on to remembering the song each member sang*" continuing, "can't believe Micky topped the whatever-chart-that-was with his solo!" after that, "Micky's so talented.. he composed so many songs" still running through my head, "I loooove his Fox Rain song so much! His version and TVXQ's version!" and you know .... "yaddaaa yadaa yaddaa".

And believe it or not I do that for every member AND all the other things I mentioned above. Yeah, this is how my concentration witters and die.

Not only does all the buzzing in my head kills my focus, my mental exhuastion from studying Pathology kills too. I had a difficult time studying that module. I had to push my limits until I felt like dyiiiiing because I hate studying so much. It's pure hatred I tell you. Pushing my limits kills my brain cells and now less than 50% of them are around to tackle the 2 papers left for me.

Urgh.

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