So yes, I believe that saying now because I've tasted a bit of that bitterness!

Damn it!

There was the oh-so-very-important competency test today and instead of studying, guess what was I doing throughout the weekend?

Yes! Like what the title is about! I gambled all through the days!

And look where it has landed me in? In a pile of poop! Smeared with disappointment, shame, embarrassment and stupidity. >< I would rather not let that that happen than win 50+ bucks through the weekend. Oh goddddddesssss of good graciousnesssssss!! Save me... I feel so URGH! But why does it have to happen there? I mean, of all places! Freeeeeeeeeaaak.

But it's actually quite distracting. I mean, my mind was all scrambled up. Will there really be a difference even if I really studied like mad? All the nerves would have just squashed everything away and the outcome would have been the same? Maybe? Maybe not...

Ahhh well. It can't be helped.

With that said, gambling with my cousins can be reeeally fun! We scream and shout, we pray and chant, we cry and laugh. Yeah, so fun I couldn't bear to tear myself away from the cards to study. With my winning streak, it's even worse. XP