I finally did it. After weeks of suppressing all the emotions. I finally let it out. I could not stand it anymore. No more of those. I thrashed everything out at her. I said what was on my mind. I said what I wanted to said to her few weeks ago. I thrashed it all out. The words just kept flowing out, the emotions uncontrollable. I cried while at it. Typical of me. My rage and anger would always eventually boil down to tears, making me seem like a fool. But I didn’t care. Tears flowing, anger raging, I finally let it all out.

It would be different, from now on. But my respect for her has long withered away. Call me whatever you want for doing this but people has to act reasonable to gain the respect of others.

Even those who share the same blood.